Getting my hair blowdrieddd!!

I feel like there is only a few people in life that you could fully trust and I know I have found someone! =)

In other news, my obsession with DA is officially weird and unnecessary and i'm ok with that. Plus, it's not hea;thy to be consumed with someone that u text for a day over something stupid and just because he was nice to me I made it bigger than it was. Sometimes being a teenage girl is so tiring. I look at girls who have boyfriends and it seems so perfect, but in reality those girls are the ones who are unhappy a lot and who always base their decisions on other people. I feel like i base my descisions on other people anyway so i dont need a boyfriend for that!

AM found ANOTHER gray hair on my hear near the back around the crown! NO I DO NOT WANT GRAY HAIR AT AGE SIXTEEN! AHHH

Sleepovers are fun when your with people you like.

i dont really mind sleepovers except for when people are rude and annoying. Like for example, I got a brand new computer and one of my friends just got dumped by her boyfriend so i let her borrow it and there is fingerprints all over and the screen has two scratches. fml. like seriously. i hate you right nowwwww. urggg TG, SM, and JM just piss me off so easily... and michelle is even being rude tonight and she is usually really really nicee. So in other newss

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Dan is pissing me off. I guess he is just going to be a friend and nothing more because he is kind of blowing me off. Like I shouldnt freak until wednesday but at this point i cannot help it. WEll now since I am being anti-social I am goingto stop blogging before they realise I amm

Merry Christmass!

I am currently on facebook waiting for dandellion to message or chat me..... i dont understand why he hasnt already but w/ee. RO is giving me great advice which is nice but I am letting him see my insecurities which is scary at the same time. Although he is helpfull, so I'm letting it happen for right now.

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Boys boys boys

Texting boys is complicated: some boys never text you back and you have to stick your neck out while others constantly text you back, but never give you a hint on whether they are going to text you back the next morning. Usually I try not to care eaither way, but I have been recently texting a guy who just has a weird charm over me, and I am going crazy waiting for his next text! We established pet names, talked about family, made inappropriate jokes (from him) and I just don't know what else to do.  But i'll keeep you posted

Im going to see santa today! I can't believe my family waited so late to go see santa! But it is christmas eve and santa is only at gboys for two hours so I must shower and get ready!

Just found out that a good friend in the past is apparently bisexual. It is so crazy because so many people I know keep turning out to be gay. I support him no matter what but I wish he would just tell me! Oh well. Im totally supportive no mattter what and time will tell if he goes public or keeps it hidden

I have to clean the car, get showered and find presents for AM, SH, BA and DV!! Ahh why did I wait so long to get my guy friends presents?!

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LV is no longer a close friend

So I find that I always emotionally invest in all of my friends and I unfortunatly have invested in the wrong person. My "friend" is a bully who belittles others inorder to feel superior to them. She also does not care about anyone elses feelings and is selfish. Normally I would say this to her face and let it be over with... but, I have to be with her all day from monday through friday and we are both in two chorus' together and unfortunatly we are going to Ireland together. So I only told two of my friends yesterday that I was upset with her so she texted me asking me why i was mad and after pourposly not pointing out all of her flaws she still made it about herself and turned it around on me about her being hurt. Im sorry... but you asked me why I was upset. I do not need this to then go on and be about you. ok. thanks.

In other news, Santa is susposed to go around on the firetruck today and I am singing at collingswood and hopefully will eb going to the pop shop afterwards! =)