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Elizabeth Ann Morrissey

Giving up 1000 calories for

Giving up 1000 calories for lent! Yah

So it's been a while

and its nice to blog. but i dont have time. hopefully i can say something different this friday. =)

Don't Stop The Rock

So I haven't blogged in a while because i haven't had a chance to sit down and think about anything. So, after my dream about SMP and the whole week of school where we didn't make eye contact, i don't even know what to think. So instead of analyzing EVERYTHING when it really shouldn't be, i am just going to sit back and relax and let him take the lead, I'm done.

I also bought new diet pills that i only took for two days because i really want to loose weight without them, but without them i have no will power and eat what ever I please. So i am going to try to go to the gym today and although i cannot go on Tuesday, i want to go Wednesday and Thursday and Friday. Then either Saturday or Sunday what ever works out better. I really, really wish i could do it without the diet pills but just by staying home today and so far i have eaten a doughnut, chili, queso dip and two breakfast sandwiches. WAHT?? lol i think its so bad! so i am going to do a zoomba tape,a nd clean my room and hopefully I will be going to the gym at six tonight with Kristen. And hopefully this mornign with TW. But i want to try zoomba and clean my room too. But i HAVE to switch my driving test and clean... so im going to go. and im not going to eat for the rest of the day hopefully. But just looking at my pixtures on fb i can see where i need to loose weight and i need to now.

Poopy

Today was interesting. Im really tired so to sum it up:
SMP dream
SMP fb chat
TC pissing me off
talking down to girls in TC
posting appology in TC
Calling VT, ML and AH and all of them being really nice
Talking with CR to catch her up
Helping KB pick out an outfit
Good relationship booster with my mom.

dreams dreams are no fun unless you share with EVERYONE

Last night I fell asleep on the couch and woke up to eat dinner and have my two really good friends over where we ate pie. I also had a piece of chocolate cake and I think it was the source of both of my dreams I had last night. The first dream was about DA (of coursee!) and it was a strange one inface because it blended a night I have already had with a make-believe night as well. So to start it off, he was just hanging out at my house with my friends and all and then somehow we ended up in the computer room where my mom was lurking around the corner. He look up at me and grabbed the back of my head and pulled me to him. I somehow adverted the kiss and he landed a sloppy wet kiss that slid across the left side of my cheek. He then got angry, and i lead him to the door like nothing was wrong, and ran right up to my room where my mom was on my bed where my mom and CR were sitting indian style and I was telling them what just happened. My window shades were open (which is common because I always have them open) and he was in the car with his brother and he was yelling/ talking and as his brother was backing up into the driveway to pull out he pointed up at me and motioned like an angry NYC taxi driver motions to the guy who just cut him off. I quickly shut the blinds and turned back to my mom and CR. I woke up

Fortunatly, I had two dreams that night. The second one I was with my family in a house that I have never been in before but I knew my barings. I was smoking outside on the porch... ew. and the coolest thing was that I could taste it. Of course I do not know what ciggs taste like but I know what they smell like, and in my dreams thats what they tasted like. I then went out another door, and my mom was talking to other people as i snuck by, where I was then offered a joint. I have never smoked marajuanna and never want to but in my dream i did,a nd once again i could taste it. But this time the difference was that i do not know what pot smells like. but i made up a taste on my tounge... it was a mix between good tasting herbs and it was sweet... liek I enjoyed it. So weird. I don't want ot annalize it though. Just wanna keep track of my dreams.

Is a new year really new?

From my standpoint, a new year doesn't really bring anything new. It just is a day that gives false hope to everyone around the world, tricking them into believing that anything is possible. Most people would think that maybe a new year would make people happier and more eager to not be mean or hurt others feelings but once again, WRONG.

As happy as i am to be surrounded by great friends and to have a great night ahead of me, I cant help but be sad.

Sorry this is so pathetic.